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Sniffles
Sniffles was a wise and wonderful lady whose wisdom was apparent in her
large yellow-speckled eyes. She had an amazing healing talent and always
knew when she was needed to tend to our ailments. From her humble
beginnings in a barn in Oregon, she became an integral part of the
family. She preferred vegetables to cat food, attempted to open closed
doors by turning the door knob, and, in the last year of her life, even
taught herself to "go" in the bathroom toilet. That final feat was quite
amazing since we made no attempt to teach her to go anywhere but in the
litter box, and were astonished to discover her new habit. Even at age
16, she was healthy and alert until the last. That painful day when I
held her in my arms for the final injection, I didn't plan to see her
again, but I was mistaken.
Sniffles came back to visit me three times after her death. The first
visit was the night she died. It was one of those experiences that occurs
when you're not quite awake and not quite asleep. She appeared and
urgently insisted that I join her on her journey. Suddenly, I felt as
though she was pulling me through the air, through the mist and clouds far
above the earth. As we traveled, I looked down occasionally to see water
or land, a view not unlike that from a jet flying through the clouds. At
first it was dark and frightening, but I soon became more relaxed. I
could sense her strength, but I knew that she was still unsure and
anxious. She needed, or at least wanted, me to help her through her
transition. I became aware of five or six cats floating through the mist
with us. We both knew they were there to assist her as well. Sniffles
and the other cats slowly disappeared and I fell into a deep sleep.
The second night after her death, she appeared again, but this time the
visit was a bit more vague, a bit more distant. But, she was clearly
there, and accompanied by even more cats. I felt much less apprehension
on her part, and I knew she was adjusting to her change in consciousness
already. This brief visit possessed a gentle mystical quality.
Her third and final visit was on Christmas Eve, two weeks after her
death. It began in the early morning hours of that bright and sunny
day. I was still in bed, but more alert than during my previous
encounters with her. I began to envision the dining room on the level
below the bedroom in the house. There sat our 15-year-old cat, Buffy,
staring out the window as she had done daily since Sniffles' death. On
the deck outside I saw a cat, a fat healthy calico, walking toward the
window. I was amazed how much this cat looked like Sniffles. Then, she
looked up at me, and I recognized those beautiful yellow-speckled eyes.
It was Sniffles. She had completed her transition, and returned to
reassure me, and Buffy, that she was well and happy. How fortunate I was
to share her spiritual journey. This was a profound experience, one that
still brings tears to my eyes. She has given me a beautiful gift. I love
her, I miss her, and I thank her.
--Lee Channing
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