Sick & Tired 3/20/07

Did you ever just get sick and tired of all these human challenges we must face? I don't get that way too often, but today I find myself there. I always try to live in my beliefs instead of my worries, but when physical and family issues bombard you, it's sometimes difficult, very difficult. We all (and I'm talking to myself here) must strive to see the highest spiritual purpose in every action (ours and those of others). At the present time my physical body is creating a problem (pancreatitis) allowing me to practice patience in the face of potential surgery and work harder to find alternatives. I am one of many who live on that line between allopathic medicine and alternative remedies. Sometimes it's difficult - creating many, many options. Do I opt for surgery, herbs, homeopathy, accupuncture, aromatherapy, essential oils, meditation, creative visualization, massage or....... Do I exercise more or less? Do I take pain medications or not? With whom do I share my frustrations? You get the picture.

So today I'm seeking alternatives as we must do in all aspects of life. We can't ignore a physical, emotional, intellectual or spiritual crisis. At least not if we want to be healthy and make wise choices. My challenge today is working through my own issues, getting out of my own way - much more difficult than offering guidance to a wonderful man in California who scheduled a consult with me today. Why can't it be easier to focus on oneself? I seem to be asking a lot of questions today - guess that's where I am at the moment. Any answers appreciated.

I shared my frustrations with a friend today and she reminded me that I need to release some of the frustration, some of the control, and seek answers in the spiritual realm - I plan to do just that.

Short blog today - when you read this, send me a bit of healing energy as I seek answers.